I was going to blog a wedding tonight, but I can’t find my couple’s vendor info… So, while I’m waiting for that email… I’m writing a pretty long post…
I’m sure you all got the news last week that we’re no longer what we thought we were… we’re now something different. Ryan’s had this theory for the last few years about the earth’s gravitational pull… he says that we’ve been outtawhack for the last few years. The summers are getting longer, the winters are getting milder (not like this winter has been mild), and storms are getting harsher and whatnot… blah, blah, blah. And then he’s justified… and I can’t argue. Crap.
So I’m a Pisces now instead of an Aries. I really had embraced my Aries… The first zodiac sign (I’m a firstborn), fighters, organizers, independent, affectionate, sympathetic, successful, usually heads up a business… ching! Uh, HELLO!
But hear me out… I’m now a Pisces… highly creative, imaginative, intuitive, sensitive, understanding, loyal, generous, open to new ideas, impractical, daydreamers (something I frequently got in trouble for in school), easy going and likable. What the freakin’ heck!? It’s like someone put everything that I’ve ever wanted to be in writing. And when I’m in the middle of trying to make decisions to better myself and my life this seems like the perfect launch point.
I struggle with creativity. Sometimes I get so caught up in being busy that I forget to just get alone and let myself think… I want to be that person that creativity seeps out of, but I tend to get my creativity from other sources rather from inside. I want to be the person with new ideas, but is still able to stay organized (HA!). I know that I can still technically claim that I’m an Aries since the signs don’t officially change until 2012, but I’m making a decision inside myself to straddle this fence… be a fighter for what I love, keep my office organized, find time for creativity, and take the time to daydream again.