March has been horrible. I’m over it, seriously. I had two really amazing weddings, but other than that… over it.
First off, my business account was hacked and drained. Now, I got all the money back, but still!
Three days after my funds were returned my father in law has a major heart attack… at 1 in the morning, and we spent the rest of the morning at the hospital.
A week later I get sick for 10 days (and counting).
I was ready for today, April 1st. The beginning of a new month, albeit April Fools Day, but a new month none the less (and it’s my birthday month)! I’m ready to walk into wedding season knowing that it’s a NEW season full of possibilities, and hopeful about the days to come. I know that I’m in a better place because I was forced to sit, rest, think and process… things that I’m not able to do often because I have such a drive to do, do, do. And since I had to just “be” for a while my creative juices were renewed, and amazing things started brewing.
I’ve had a camera in my hands since I can remember, but turning my hobby into a job has it’s downfalls. The pros SO outweigh the cons, but I lost a hobby… my creative, energizing, rejuvenating time of detachment where I can clear my head and move forward. In the middle of being sick I found my drawing pad, and my journal. And I was able to detach from work and finally just be. It’s that excitement and inner renaissance that has me excited for April… ahhh… Spring. And I leave you with my first photography love… a landscape.